Hhhhhhhmmmmmm.........

So I was reading a friends blog about missing friends and family, and I was wondering.

I was wondering if sometimes when I am not close with the Lord if I miss Him like I miss friends and family that I'm not around. Does He miss the old days, when I used to walk with Him, and talk with Him, and when I was excited I was His own? I know when I left my parents' house my mom called me like everyday for a while and always "checked up" on me. And even today my parents "check-in".

So what about God? I can barely go a couple days not seeing a friend before I become saddened. He obviously is greater than I. And, when I'm away, He has others who tell Him He is loved when I don't, so that makes it alright. Right?

Okay, maybe not so much, because I have more than one friend (I have 3, maybe 3.5) but though I am with some friends I still miss hanging with the others. And i have learned that time makes no difference. I miss people I haven't seen in years just the same.

So now I feel real bad, because I know that when I invest in a relationship just to see it fall away later, it sucks. And this is what has happened. Jesus vested heavily in me, just to have me throw it to the side. So now I am left in need of a Redeemer..... Who should I call? Ghost busters????? No, that's not right. Well maybe I should call up an old friend and see if He knows what I should do.........
Oh, there it is He said redeem the time for the days are evil. Oh, and though He missed me, He's glad to hear from me again. Something about even though I left Him, He never left me. But that's all for another time.